We go until they kick us out, out

Have you ever felt like a party aim’t gonna start till you walk in?

Well, after almost one year without going to a bloody party alone (dating issues) I finally decided it was time to risk my feet out. What can I say, or describe at least? Touching, hands up, tic tock, getting junk, getting crunk, getting drunk…
Firstly, they were all there! All those friends, some in color others not that much, whatever…
Another point I’ve realized, one working out year makes you pop up into the club.
All in all, the intention wasn’t waiting till the sunlight, even cause I had to pick my boyfriend up into the station, but it was so amazing and still, you have those wonderful coffee shops all over the places.

Conclusion: Am I too young to be dating (almost marriage)? So funny having all my people all around me, so outstand listening all the songs that make me feel in a fly! Well, now is the comparison time: what I call the best AFTER you might have, you boyfriend just from a long trip, wondering why you are not right by his side, so… time to go…

"So just pull the trigger"

Confessions…

Who should I have to confess my crimes to? Who has the power to heal my pain?
I’ve been through a lot; I’ve reached the highest point I could, knowing that I shouldn’t.
Does it make me feel like a hero? Obviously it doesn’t, three years have passed by and I still felling like a monster, like the one who destroyed here is my confession.
I have a confession: I keep waiting for the postman to bring me a letter, not a love letter, surely not; actually I keep waiting for a dove, with a forgiveness message. Just that, just a bloody “I forgive you”
It hurts as if I were caring the weight of the world in my shoulders and I’d really appreciate if this sensation could leave me.
I’d love to listen to myself and find that the only voice here inside is my own voice, and not some guilty screaming!


REPEATING: Russian Roulette

And you can see my heart beating
You can see it through my chest
Said I'm terrified but I'm not leaving
I Know that I must pass this test
So just pull the trigger



XOXO

“Keep the faith in you”

Have you ever realized we are constantly in a battle, I mean no war, but we are always fighting against something.

Time, pressure, parents, friends, enemies, studies, we pass through life fighting, facing the next mountain, and every time we get there, we reach the top it seems we are not satisfied, we always fell the willing of trying something bigger. Hard to explain, I do agree, but have you ever thought about stuck in something and never try to conquer more. Well I haven’t. professionally we are always learning something more, academically we are always creating a new subject to be destocked, in relationships that’s quite the same we never get enough of a love, or of a lover, we hunt for more, we desire for more. For the first time in my life I fell like I am dating myself, not needing an SOS call though I ought to confess I have my SOS just by my side all the time, and he is tall, muscular, gorgeous… well, what so ever.

All in all, what I am in the moody to say is: I HAVE A DREAM ( gosh too much Mama Mia), coming back to the topic. We are always fighting, facing, breaking our legs, giving more than an arm and a leg for what we want.

Just to say: luv talking to u girls!